Day 16: Remember

Remember those of which who were stronger than you and who could do what you refuse to. I thank you for everything you did, everything that is being done. I am sorry for the loss of all people involved in war, I'm sorry anyone has died, I'm sorry I couldn't intervene. I would eradicate war. Often I wish humanity wasn't so anthropocentric, ethnocentric, and obsolete in spiritually. I hold solace for those that choose to be hurt in wars over private agendas.


I'm sorry, and again thank you.


Cecilia
R.I.P.

Day 15: Unabashedly Insecure Ignorance

I feel like I will never be able to rid you of your intelligence, and often I feel as though I am to weak to become stronger than an average devotee. Everyday I wonder what's next, but you already have a head start and you are always a week ahead. It's okay to live in the present moment, it's okay to hold some truth in ignorance. Knowledge is not consistent or reliable however sociability can be.

Don't be scared to fall.

Day 14: Suicide Prevention Training

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Day 13: Uninspired

Perhaps it is the material to which I am expected to regurgitate but so simply put I'm feeling greatly uninspired. The lack of excitement in this field is daunting. But it's 11:11 and my wish is to finish this paper on Change detection (SEEE INTERESTING RIGHT!?)

Day 12: Symbols of my time

This entry may be ever growing, for it is the most beautiful part of who I am, a part I will never give up, a piece of my flesh, a piece of my heart. This tattoo is my statement towards peace, my respect for those fallen. I have a hard time identifying with the idea of using a white poppy as a new image for the hope of peace, when this symbol this beautiful incarnation of respect is to me. Today is the first day that I will begin a project when everyday I will introduce a piece of my soul to you, an object that means more than the world that I live in. The Buddhists say not to allow your soul to be burdened by materialistic objects, but these objects are merely a reflection of my heart and not only a materialistic "things" these are part of me. I hope to get to know you more everyday

R.I.P Marion Chambers,
You will never be forgotten. 9/11/07

Day 12: New Series Coming Soon!

It seems as though I've missed a day, boo, I'm so predictable, but I have decided I'm going to do a Memento Mori series. So prepare to see things that mean the world to me :)

Day 11: Todays Horoscope . . .

At the end of the day, you're the one who has to look in the mirror and know who you are, Gemini. Think about this the next time you're tempted to make a rude comment or spread a displeasing fact about someone else. One side of you may be able to rationalize behavior that the other side simply despises. Today look at both of sides of yourself, not just the one that please you.

Day 9: Educational Fallacy

Education is pointless if you're not learning. It's not the teachers or the social situations can only help you learn, but most importantly it's your willingness to succeed and endure. We learn from thinking outside the box, perhaps we are just thinking in another box... Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
School is tiring

Sincerely
Me

Day 8: Distractions That Keep Me From Being Distracted

Almost forgot about you today silly blog. I shall conquer you like I've been conquering my obstacles. Time warp to tomorrow.

Day 6: Happy Halloweeeen


The only day where the dead walk the earth, I hope you've come and visited the ones that you miss. I know no one is thinking of you today, they're focused on all that is materialistic on a day of requiem. We give homage to you although it is through candy companies. Sleep well, until next year.


Knowledge is in the mind, held between continuously primed neurons. For my own consideration I'd like to say that perhaps that is what I am so concerned of. Often I have fears of my body failing me.

Moving on, Moving forward, Moving up.

The battles of direction. Consistently torn from one guaranteed axis, Pulled towards growing up. We move from conception, birth, infant, toddler, child, adolescent, young adult... anything after that I'm somewhat confused. How do so many people know where to go...

Day 3: Flaws

Day 1: A One Year Commitment to Myself

Standing up.
Standing out.

Welcome to the reasons you live your way the way you do. Today is the day of realization. Why are you in school, why are you working there? Today is the day you marvel in personal satisfaction, in the "Paradox of Choice". Funny thing? We are sifted into the reality we face, however many holes contribute to your location in the grand scheme and is relative to the amount of the world you've seen. Our choices and decisions are limited by our acknowledgment of other paths, if we deviate from a path that society believes is destined for a person of our competence, bet you will be persuaded back onto the lineate model. Perhaps 'God' can foresee all, perhaps he can see your destiny through tangles of probability. Perhaps he is a mathematician so simply building formulas, of chemistry, physics and simple population statistics. The acuity of the formulas seem so precise and enveloped by surety. The path I choose to take may not be separate from god's plan, for I can not foresee my destination, for all I can see is happiness. I will not bend and break to societies confines in order to seem worthy of praise and enviable luminescence. Education and intelligence in the way societies perceives it is overrated, my rites of passage are different than yours. I may not have control of my future, I may not have control of my designation, but I am sure that I am Me.

Don't do what you feel confined to, open your eyes greater than one degree of foveated vision; saccade, saccade.


Because Society Told Me So

I go to school. I get decent grades. I smile at other people. I choose my own fate. I will get married. I will graduate. I will have kids. I will be happy. I will become old. I will become wise.

But only because...