I can't seem to finish my prevention training, it's proving to be too much. Maybe I thought I was stronger than I really am. Why can't I just be okay with where I've been and how I got here. Fuck. You'd think these scars would have healed by now. Guess not. I plan to finish my training while on reading week, that's my goal. Hopeful that is one goal I will actually accomplish, the first in 3 years.