Contempt

I feel as though there is no availability for contempt. I feel like I'm always needing more, wanting more. Perhaps society makes me feel this way, makes me feel like I'm always in a state of greed. People often say that we are blessed to be on the western hemisphere, in Northern America, so lucky to have the opportunities we do. And I agree we do have so much that I am grateful for. However, I am somewhat discouraged by my lack of time to think. I'm always thinking, just as you are. I need a time for reflection, so I've been thinking about things to do to that will give me those moments of absolute availability of clarity.

I'm going to go for a walk tomorrow when I wake up, to the beach, I'll take a picture for you guys.