Day 4 - Something you have to forgive someone for.

I knew who I needed to write this to the second I read it. I need to forgive him for making fun of me for cutting myself, for not understanding that I needed help and not ridicule, he was one of my closest friends at that school and he was also my neighbor. I saw him a few weeks ago putting a t.v. into his car with his dad and I wanted to walk over and say hey but I didn't want to bug him. I remember hanging out in his basement, his backyard and kitchen. I remember us walking home together everyday during 8th grade. I remember him not understanding what I was going through at the time. And although he perhaps said it all in the wrong ways I knew he just wanted to make sure I was alright and perhaps that his way of showing he cared was by picking on me. I will never forget the teasing that went on between us, and I never want to, because he made me as strong as I am today and I have to have some kind of faith that he knew what he was doing.

I forgive you. Thank you.
Love Goth.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself